If Only.

I wanted to post something on why every commercial radio frequencies are different between all states, but I still can't figure it out and didn't fine any answers.

So let's jump to the other one.

Do you recognize these words: If only...

If only I was the Superman, I will rule the world instead of being a journalist...

If only I was Edward Cullen, I will make Bella a vampire at the 1st movie instead of the last...

If only I was a rock star, Kristen Dunst would have been married to me last year...

Ok, that is not the point...

If only I went to MRSM during my school days, I might be doing very well and better in my SPM but I will never had my ACS Clan experience...

If only I accepted the offer from JPA, I would end up studying oversea but I will never met those Pakciks...

If only I continued my post graduate studies, I will have my Master today but I will never had the chance to be an engineer...

and if only I could turn back time...

See, these words are evil. They made you think and regret. To me, whatever happens leads from whatever decisions I've made, we shall never regret because everything is already written as Qada' and Qadar. The only we can do is to learn from the mistakes, because they made me the person who I am today.

p.s. gambar atas tu hanya perhiasan semata-mata, saya suka gadis tu tapi dia bukan girlfriend saya ye, dan laki tu bukan saya, saya lebih handsome.

Why Girls Should Marry an Engineer?

Why you should marry an Engineer Let me tell you why girls should eventually marry an engineer over a Law, Management, Arts or Medical School Graduate. He has three distinct advantages over the rest of the graduates.

Advantage 1: Secure lifestyle
An engineer boyfriend can provide you with a secure lifestyle. At 27 years old, an engineer probably has a respectable, stable job that gives him a high income to own a car, invest, have a comfortable life, and get married and buy a house too.

Law graduates are still working as a lowly apprentice in law firm.

Most management graduates have just failed on their first business plan.

The arts graduate is still looking for a job.

And the medical school graduate is still living in a hospital.

Advantage 2: Unmatchable industriousness
An engineer boyfriend will dedicate an unimaginable amount of his time and effort to understand you. Engineers strain really really hard to understand their work. You can believe that they will try really really hard to understand women too, just like how they understand their work, once they believe that you are the one. So even if they don't understand you initially, they will keep on trying. Even if they still do not understand, they will figure out the correct method to keep you happy (e.g. buy diamond ring = 1 week's worth of happiness.) And once they find out the secret formula, they will just keep on repeating it so that the desired results appear.

Unlike the Lawyer who will argue with you.

The Management graduate who will try to control your spending, The Arts graduate who will 'change major'.

And the medical school graduate who will operate on you.

And you know what, it's really so easy to make engineer s believe that You are the 'one'. Say that you like one of their project and they will be hooked to you forever.

Advantage 3: An engineer boyfriend will never betray your trust.

Let me first tell you what is wrong with the rest of the others - The lawyers will lie about everything.

Management graduates will cheat your money.

The arts graduate will flirt, and you probably just look like another cadaver to the medical school graduate.

Your engineer boyfriend is either too busy to have an affair, and even if he does, he is too dumb to lie to you about that. Hence, an engineer is the most secure boyfriend that you will ever find - rich enough, will keep on trying to understand and please you, has no time for affairs, and too dumb to lie to you. plus they r cooler than the others (^^)v

Just so you know, I was an engineer, and once you're an engineer, you're forever one. :p Ok, this is just for fun, don't get mad k...

16 September

It was 16 September, and Alhamdulillah, thank you God that I've turned 25.

Whatever you may call, quarter of century, a silver jubilee of what so ever, I would like to thank everyone for all the birthday wishes.

They made my whole day! (^^)

To me, being 25 means you're no longer a teenager, and now you're a man! I feel a little bit old here right now, and a bit pressure as well. Everyone is asking about marriage. Yeah, I can see myself, with wife and kids. Fetching the little ones from school, go out shopping with the lady, waking up late at night to feed the babies, go back home to the in laws... It's a life that I've been thinking about, and that is the main purpose of me switching my previous job to this current one. But as much as I want that, I guess it is important for you to realize that you have the right person to be with. It's not about 2 years, 5 years or maybe 10 years, we're talking about the rest of your life.

So give me some time...

The other world.

I went to the other world, the other night.

It was a short trip, but I felt that it was too long and wished it was over very soon.

They looked like us. They dressed like us.

But they were full of anger and hatred. I thought we're now living in a cruel world, yet they are far worse. Please don't make me go there ever again...

Salam Eid Mubarak.

Tomorrow we will be celebrating Eid Mubarak, or Eid ul fitr, a celebration which symbolizes the purification after completing the fasting month of Ramadhan.

In Malaysia, most of us are having a long holidays, each going back to their hometown to gather with the rest of the family.

And here I am, still in the office, a day before Eid. I'm not feeling that well for 2 days already, and I'm hoping that I will get better today as I'll be meeting with my niece and nephews tomorrow and I really don't want them to be infected.

"Ah, memang ada sifat kebapaan kan.. haha"

So I would like to wish everyone

"Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir Batin"

and Happy holidays!

Feeling miserable.

Well, I was expecting the bad news even deep inside my heart was hoping otherwise.

Maybe God has another plan for me.

Now back to square one, my heart is empty.

I don't know where did I screwed up, but... it's a feeling which you have no control of.

So now, 2 days before Eid, I'm feeling a bit miserable.

Maybe I need a way out, or maybe in. And you showed me the way... So thank you for that.

But hey, I guess I'm a good guy, I'm that handsome as Leonardo Dicaprio... I shall be alright.

Don't worry... ;-)

Merah vs Biru

Memdangkan saya telah pun bertukar kerja, terpaksa lah saya menyusun-atur semula perihal kewangan. Gaji dah tak macam dulu, terpaksalah, nanti takut-takut tak sempat saya nak meminang anak tok kampong tahun depan.

Bende yang pertama saya buat adalah menukar network jalur lebar dan telefon bimbit. Sebelum ni, semua yang saya guna adalah warna merah. Merah menyala, begitu lah juga mata saya ketika membayar bil setiap akhir bulan... merah berair-air. Kebiasaannya hampir mencecah RM300. Saya ni bukan lah suka bergayut pun, tapi sampai macam tu sekali, tak ke haru. Jadi saya bertukar ke warna biru. Owh, takde la muka saya jadi biru lepas tu untuk bayar bil, masih coklat... Syukur bil telefon bimbit kini paling tinggi pun hanya mencecah RM60. Jalur lebar pun saya tukar. Bila fikir-fikir, ada jalur lebar boleh ada speed sampai 1MB pun tak ada lah bagus sangat pun, rumah saya bukan lah tepi pencawang, jadi kelajuannya lebih kurang yang 500kb. Jadi lebih baik guna yang lebih rendah kelajuannya, lebih murah, lebih kurang je pun speed dia. Tiap-tiap bulan pun cuma bayar RM68 fix aje. Jadi jumlah sekarang cuma bayar RM118 maximum je untuk network telefon dan jalur lebar.

Jadi boleh la baki RM200 yang tiap-tiap bulan guna disimpan untuk masuk meminang ;-)

Pengajaran post ini, janganlah terpedaya sangat dengan nilai-nilai nombor di atas papan iklan. Sendiri cuba sendiri tahu.

Warna apa pun network tu, masing-masing ada kelebihan sendiri... Tepuk dada, tanya selera...

(hebatkan Bahasa Melayu saya)

A great friend.

I would like to dedicate this post to a special friend, whom I met during my days with Toshiba Electronics Malaysia.

He's a bit childish, but this guy taught me a lot even with 2 years of friendship.

We were in the same department, the same group and we helped each other out most of the time even some of the task is not even related to me or to him.

The best part is that we 'solat berjemaah' usually together at Zohor, as right after that we'll be 'lepaking' or hang out for a moment, taking some time from the chaos at work, and had our man to man talk. So this guy always made me think from other view about life. And by knowing him, I started to change my point of view at most of importants concept of life that I had in my mind for past years.

And during my every ups and downs, he's always by my side, keeping me straight all the time.

So whatever may come, we're gonna be friends, friends for life...

Change.

You know, I'm afraid of changes.

I'm this kind of guy who is extremely loyal to anything especially when I believed that I was already in my comfort zone.

Changes are depressing. I need to get to know new people, I have to learn new things... It's like you're thrown into the jungle alone. Which one the the right track? Who is the right person to trust and talk to? Where is the safe place to hide? And all sorts of things...~

Why do I have to start all over again when I know I had a good life previously... It's like leaving the world's paradise to seek a better life out there which is, for now... unknown the existance.

But somehow deep inside me believe these changes are necessary. Sacrifices need to be done.

p.s. It's not for 'what', but for 'whom' you did this for...

Salam Ramadan.

(1) There is a gate in Paradise called Ar-Raiyan, and those who observe fasts will enter through it on the Day of Resurrection and none except them will enter through it. It will be said, 'Where are those who used to observe fasts?' They will get up, and none except them will enter through it. After their entry the gate will be closed and nobody will enter through it (Sahih Bukhari)

(2)When the month of Ramadan starts, the gates of the heaven are opened and the gates of Hell are closed and the devils are chained (Sahih Bukhari)

(3)Allah said, 'All the deeds of Adam's sons (people) are for them, except fasting which is for Me, and I will give the reward for it.' Fasting is a shield or protection (from the fire and from committing sins)(Sahih Bukhari, Hadith e Qudsi)

(4)Whoever prayed at night in it the month of Ramadan out of sincere Faith and hoping for a reward from Allah, then all his previous sins will be forgiven (Sahih Bukhari)

(5)Whoever fasted the month of Ramadan out of sincere Faith (i.e. belief) and hoping for a reward from Allah, then all his past sins will be forgiven (Sahih Bukhari)

(6)By Him in Whose Hands my soul is' the unpleasant smell coming out from the mouth of a fasting person is better in the sight of Allah than the smell of musk (Sahih Bukhari)

(7)Every good action is rewarded by ten times its kind, up to seven hundred times, except fasting, which is for Me, and I reward it (Mawtta Imam Malik)

(8)Every servant of Allah who observes fast for a day in the way of Allah, Allah would remove, because of this day, his face farther from the Fire (of Hell) to the extent of seventy years' distance (Sahih Muslim)

(9)Abu Umaama (RA) said: “O Messenger of Allah, command me to a deed that will benefit me in front of Allaah”. The Prophet (SAW) said: “Observe the fast as it has no equal deed”.(Sunan Nasai, Classified as Sahih by Allama Albani)

(10)Five (daily) prayers and from one Friday prayer to the (next) Friday prayer, and from Ramadan to Ramadan are expiations for the (sins) committed in between (their intervals) provided one shuns the major sins. (Sahih Muslim)

(11)There are two pleasures for the fasting person, one at the time of breaking his fast, and the other at the time when he will meet his Lord; then he will be pleased because of his fasting (Sahih Bukhari)

(12)There are three people whose supplications are not rejected: Father, the person who is fasting and a traveler (Al-Saheeha by Albani)

(13)The fast and the Qur'an are two intercessors for the servant of Allah on the Day of Resurrection. The fast will say: 'O Lord, I prevented him from his food and desires during the day. Let me intercede for him.' The Qur'an will say: 'I prevented him from sleeping at night. Let me intercede for him.' And their intercession will be accepted(Ma sna d Ahmed, Bayhqi, Allama Albani classified it as Sahih)

(14)When the Prophet returned after performing his Hajj, he asked Um Sinan Al-Ansari, "What did forbid you to perform Hajj?" She replied, "Father of so-and-so (i.e. her husband) had two camels and he performed Hajj on one of them, and the second is used for the irrigation of our land." The Prophet said (to her), "Perform 'Umra in the month of Ramadan, (as it is equivalent to Hajj or Hajj with me (in reward)”(B ukha ri )