Goodbye USM...

It's the end of an era...

Penghargaan pertama, buat semua pakcik-pakcik yang setia bersama daripada tahun pertama lagi. Hidup pasti tak bermakna kalau tiada kamu semua. Terima kasih atas persahabatan, terima kasih atas semua pengajaran, terima kasih hanya kerana berada di sisi... Sedih tinggalkan USM, kerana terpaksa tinggalkan kamu semua. Saya doakan kamu semua berjaya, dan juga, saya akan sentiasa berdoa agar saya tidak akan sesekali melupakan kamu. Minta maaf atas semua karenah saya yang terpaksa dilayan sepanjang empat tahun ni. [sebenarnya banyak saya nak taip untuk mereka, tapi saya sedih...] Kita kawan dunia dan akhirat ye... Walaupun belum lagi meninggalkan USM, tapi saya dah mula rindu masa-masa lalu...

Untuk semua pensyarah-pensyarah dan juruteknik, terima kasih atas ilmu. Untuk semua staf Desasiswa Jaya dan PPKEE, terima kasih atas pertolongan dan bantuan. Untuk semua makcik cleaner, terima kasih kerana sentiasa memastikan tempat menginap kami bersih dan kemas. Untuk pakguard dan makguard, terima kasih kerana memastikan kami selamat, siang dan malam. Untuk kafe-kafe, terima kasih kerana membekalkan makanan buat kami yang sedap-sedap belaka.

Buat semua kawan-kawan EE saya, terima kasih kerana menjadi sebahagian daripada keluarga saya selama empat tahun di sini. Takkan lupa saat-saat kat dewan kuliah, makmal-makmal, tiru-tiru assignment, ajar mengajar, ranjau meranjau, dan semualah~! Pastikan kita takkan terputus hubungan di sini. Saya minta maaf kalau ada salah dan silap, halalkan makan dan minum saya. Pasti rindu saat-saat ini...

Rumet saya, terima kasih. Halalkan makan minum, banyak dah kamu belanja saya, tolong saya. Sori jugak kerana selalu menyusahkan. Kawan-kawan saya yang lain, tidak lupa terima kasih untuk kamu semua kerana menjadi sebahagian daripada cerita saya di dunia ini.

Saya doakan semua berjaya.

Selamat tinggal USM...

p.s. Saya cuba elakkan untuk terima kasih kepada individu, cuba elak terlupa letak nama semua. =) Saya start kerja next week... Doakan saya juga ye...

Missing These Days...

You're going to miss this
You're going to want this back
You're going to wish these days
Hadn't gone by so fast
These are some good times
So take a look a around
You may not know it now
But you're going to miss this

2oo4-2008

Hati sedih...

Hari ni saya sedih. Agak sedih...

Entah mungkin kerana saya bakal meninggalkan USM tercinta, ataupun rasa berbaloi pengorbanan yang diberikan...

Kenapa cinta begitu kuat, sehinggakan harta hanya dipandang sebelah mata? Berbaloikah semua pelaburan yang dibuat hanya kerana satu cinta?

Saya tidak ingin meminta, jauh sekali membandingkan diri ini dengan cinta yang agung itu. Cuma hanya secebis masa, sedikit rasa....

Maaflah, tiada niat untuk menyakitkan hati, mahupun membangkitkan marah di dalam diri, cuma sedikit berkecil hati...

Leaving them...

I walked to the library yesterday. As I was walking back, I realized...

"One week left..."

I had hard times remembering the moment when I was in the secondary school, or maybe in matriculation... but in four years later, I wish that remembering the times I had here in USM wouldn't be as difficult to remember. I want to remember every seconds, every minutes of every moments. I really love this place, I love those pakciks, I love my friends... everything is just too perfect to be left.

Wouldn't it be great if I could keep this 'time' forever...

p.s. I watched Ayat-ayat Cinta, an Indonesian Movie, a Muslim perspective on love and marriage. A must see movie~ 4stars

when I know that I could have done better...

My presentation on Final Year Project is over at last. It was a chaos I would say. Everything that has been planned, well organised, just didn't turn out as it should be. I forgot every single words, and I spoke faster than a Ferrari Formula 1 engine which I don't understand them myself, absolutely a very scary moments with two masters in Software Engineering sitting right in front of me. However, Dr.Kamal liked the slide of presentations :-) which is really a good thing. The main problem was the report, which really didn't suit with the topic and what I have actually done. He is not that satisfied I guess, but surprisingly, Prof Umi was the coolest one out of all. My thought was absolutely wrong about her. She was definitely the best examiner for a student to have as she backed me up, saying that maybe I didn't have enough time in completing the report which caused the mistakes that Dr.Kamal mentioned, plus with other things as well.

Para during his presention to Dr.Khoo and Dr.Bakhtiar

My highest respect goes to the Mechatronic students. Each one of them designed their own robot, with the mechanical, software and electronic stuff together in 2 semesters. That was very awsome, and couldn't be compare with ours, the electronic students since most of us just did the mainly on the software, or some of them on the electronic stuff alone. I just didn't get it how they could manage to get their projects completed. Watching Para and Peje's presentation on their robot and system was very attracting~ :-)

I know that I wanted to do Software Engineer after graduation. I even planned it from the beginning. However, I'll be saying goodbye to Software as I have already rejected the post as Software Engineer from Panasonic, and accepting the offer from Toshiba Electronics as Process Engineer in IC. Dept. I really don't know that this is the correct path, but it just feels right. I'm going to miss Software, very much...

p.s. Counting the days down, 15days to go before leaving, sob...

Melihat mereka...

Semalam saya ke library bersama cik reef dan en.nine. Saya terpandang seorang wanita..

"Kesian..."

Dulu dia punya seseorang. Dulu dia gembira. Tapi sekarang... sekarang dia sendiri. Sekarang dia kelihatan sedih. Entah kenapa, tapi saya sangat kasihan...

Perasaan simpati yang lahir ini yang mengajar kita tinggi dan rendah dalam hidup. Perasaan ini juga yang mengajar kita untuk bersyukur dengan setiap kurniaanNya.

Kadang-kadang melihatkan makcik yang membersihkan blok di kampus dan kafe, saya pun jadi kasihan. Saya tahu dia hanya meneruskan kehidupan seperti orang-orang lain, tapi masih lagi perasaan kasihan itu wujud. Bagi saya, mereka seharusnya berada di rumah, mungkin berkebun atau melakukan perkara-perkara yang seronok baginya. Tapi sekurang-kurangnya dia masih punya kudrat untuk memperolehi rezeki dengan usaha sendiri.

"Mungkin dia gembira..."

Itu harapan saya... Jadi kepada semua, tolonglah jangan mengambil kesempatan dengan adanya makcik-makcik yang membersihkan segala-galanya di blok, tak perlulah kamu semua buang sampah merata-rata, meninggalkan apa-apa yang tak patut dalam toilet, dan berkata "Itu kan kerja mereka...".

Ada orang mengatakan perasaan cinta yang tulin lahir daripada simpati. Releven?

p.s. Hari ni saya buat keputusan tentang pilihan kerja saya... Berdebar-debar~

a path to choose...

Less than one month left. I just can't stop thinking for every seconds that are counted, as I am leaving my beloved USM.

We are already in our study week, but I don't feel that we are having our exams soon. No more 'kalut' here and there to finish all the silibus by a week. No more library with friends. No more stress. I miss the feelings... Only 2 papers this semester, Quality and Electronic Device, plus another presentation of Final Year Project. Only three major occassion before taking the first step into reality.

I received 2 offers from multinational companies, both Japanese located in Selangor. I'm still quite unsure with both position tho, one offering a Software Engineer post which was my dream since I was in the first year, while the other one is on IC, Process Engineer, not my thing at all. However, dream is not what we are chasing after all, I mean, not the only thing. Right? Confused. But then, it would be easier with both choices, since all my siblings are in Selangor, and my lil bro can stay with me until he completes his study, so that he would not need to stay with my soon-to-be just-married sister. =) Come and keep on thinking...~

p.s. Saya agak busy lately, ke KL untuk interview dan macam-macam lagi, jadi tiada masa untuk mengupdate blog. Harap maklum. =)